the different side of me...

i just want to work hard and play hard.. i try not to care either people like me or not..
for me i'm the type of person who is very talkative, easy going,happy go lucky,playful and ann0ying at times..but who doesn't?

the one feature in me that has both +ve and -ve impact to my life is, for me la.. the playfulness in me.. it seems like i cannot control myself..when to be playful..and when to be not..

i once went to an interview..i'm confident that i will get the job..but sadly i didn't? when i think of it..maybe its because the interviewee find me very playful and not serious in the interview.. on of the question that i was asked during the interview is.. "apakah ibu negeri pahang"..the answer should be "KUANTAN"..but since i'm very nervous i forgot the answer..so what was my answer to the question?? i said.." oh, sekejap sya fikir dulu.." then.."yang di kepala sya sekrang ialah kuala lipis..sebab tempat penyanyi terkenal datuk siti nurhaliza".."jawapan akhir saya Kuala lipis"...hahah..yeah..it maybe a stupid answer..but at least i've tried..

sometimes...people who do not know my at all..will get very offended with my jokes.. mulut sya boleh tahan juga nie kalau buat lawak..but yala..different people different ways of thinking bah kan..so kalau silap tafsir my jokes..then get offended lah..

maybe that's the reason y sometimes instead of making friends..i make new enemies..haha..

so that's my post right now..i'll post again later...

it's kind of relief..

i'm not too happy, but i'm not too sad either..
i'm in the middle of sad and happy..
maybe in this way..it will work..
who knew?...just go with the flow...

no string attached..from today..

horoscope...today...

The Bottom Line
Stop wasting energy on demanding people. Watch out for folks trying to change you.

In Detail
It is natural to want to compare yourself to other people, but there really is no comparison. You have your own, unique personality and inherent in that is the fact that not every single person you meet will connect with it. So what if you're not every person's cup of tea? All that matters is that the people who get you are the people you want to be around. So please stop wasting your energy trying to impress someone who just isn't worth it. Watch out for others who try to change you!


natural to compare?? haha..comparison makes me go crazy.. and i hate comparing myself to others..but as what my horoscope say..its natural to compare urself with the others... so what if others don't like me for who i'm...i pity those people..what i;m concern right now its not what others think of me..but what i think of themm..!! haha..so self centerd...but that's what i;m feeling today...so what..???

it's easier said then done..

..i want to do this..
..i want to do that..
..i'll be successful if i do this..

Familiar with the above phrases??

if you do..so do i.. this is the kind of sentence i often utter to my parent..
if they suggested me on doing something..i, as the don't-tell-me-what-should-i-do kind of guy will try to defend or opposed their suggestion..

..but now i realize.. it's easier to said than done.. i'm still fighting for what i believe in.. i don't know if i want to prove them wrong..or it's really what i want to do in my life?..

i'm struggling..right now..i'm still struggling..

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