the insecurity in me..

I am insecure in so many ways..
I am a very confident yet insecure..
I am afraid of letting go..

..and i am taking it slow, one step at a time..
..right now i am in a middle of a battlefield..
..fighting for the right things to do..
..trying to be someone that i want to be..

and again..i never thought that making a decision will be so hard..
i need to decide, i need to let go, and i need to find who's the real me..

..being afraid and insecure is not an option anymore..